that light.

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i feel like capitalising my entry today because i feel like finally a small light of life is seeping through! HHAHHAHA. what the hell am i talking about? neverminddd.

MET UP WTIH BELINDAPOON TODAY. SUPPOSED TO MEET TWO PLUS. BUT END UP I CAME LIKE TWO PLUSPLUS TO THREE. WENT….SHOPPING. HAHAHAHHAA. NO LA, OF COURSE I DIDN’T SHOP. I WAS SERVING MY DUTY AS A SHOPPING BASKET. HAHA. MAD CRAZY SALE GOING ON LA. PEOPLE WERE PUSHING AROUND. OKAY, I THINK IT’S MORE OF LIKE I’M BEING PUSHING AROUND. I THINK I WAS OBSTRUCTING THE SHOPPERS’ WAY :( I EVEN STEPPED (ACCIDENTALLY) ON THIS WOMAN’S SHOEEEE. AND I THINK DAMN PAIN BECAUSE HER EXPRESSION SAYS SO BUT MAYBE SHE JUST BEING DRAMA AH. BUT STILL, HAIIII. BUT IT WASN’T THAT BAD AH, I SPENT $10 IN TOTAL (FOR FOOD ONLY HAHHAA) AND BELINDAPOON SPENT $100 PLUS PLUS IN JUST AN HOUR OR SO. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. BUT NVM LA, SHE GET HER PAY ALREADY, SO NOT THAT BAD EH. ACTUALLY SHE WANTED BLANJA ME EAT, BUT I SAY NO NEED LA NO NEED LA BECAUSE I QUITE SHY WHEN PEOPLE WANT TO TREAT ME. ANYWAY,I SAID SAVE FOR NEXT TIME WHEN I BROKE CAN TREAT ME. HAHHA AIYOH, DONT KNOW WHY I SHY ALSO, NOT EVERYDAY SHE TREAT PEOPLE AH! HAIIII. WE TALK AND TALK AT THE EATING PLACE, I REALISE I NEVER TALK SO LONG ALREADY. OKAY LA, NOT TALK. JUST…. CONVERSING. HAHA. THAT’S WHY TODAY I FEEL HAPPY ABIT COS FINALLY GOT PEOPLE TO TALK AND TELL STORY. NO LIFE OR WHAT HUH. NVM, BETTER THAN NOTHING. THANK YOU POON, DONT WORRY LA. SMILEEEE. WORST COMES TO WORST, HACK DELETE ADD! CHICKENNN SEHHH! HAHHAHAHAHA. YOU ALL UNDERSTAND WHAT I’M TALKING OR NOT? I BET YOU DON’T. IT’S OKAY LA. I LAZY EXPLAIN ALSO.

MY SISTER GOING CAMPING THIS MONDAY THEN MY COUSIN GO CAMPING ALSO AFTER THAT. HAFIZ GOING UMRAH AND YANA IS STILL IN FRANCE AND ALL THIS WHILE EVERYBODY’S GOING IN AND OUT, I’LL STILL BE AT THE SAME PLACE. HOW SAD. BUT NVM LA, WHAT TO DO. LIFE’S LIKE THAT. I’M DONE. GREAT END FOR THE WEEK:):):)

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pointless. worthless. basically, nothing.

great start!

it’s ten in the morning right now and i can’t stop laughing ‘cos something retarded happened.

someone googled, “is sia retarded?”….

and ended up at my blog! HAHHAHAHA.

then i was wondering which entry was it. turns out, it was my “retarded sia” entry.

the one where she kissed me and run away. hhahahahhaa. :):):):):)

anywayyy, check this video out. Young @ Heart. damn cute ahhh. it’s on yesterday’s ellen show which of course, probably have aired months ago. but dont care.

Shake it, shake it like a Polaroid Picture!

okay good morning, great morning! :D

deep shit.

past few weeks havent been that good, so i dont really know how to blog without offending anyone. HA HA. i wanted to put up photos instead but wordpress photo upload thing is such a painnnnnnnnnnnnnn. and 9oclock shows are getting damn depressing it’s getting on my nerves. and i know i shouldnt feel this way but really, past few weeks, i don’t see the point in a lot of things anymore. i don’t see the point in whatever i’m doing. i felt really really on my own. as in, one big bubble with me inside -in my own world. i got through the couple of weeks literally on my own. and then i realised, truth is, i’m really on my own. even family ties and friendships are so vulnerable these days i cant and i dont even want to depend on them. i dont even dare do anything because im scared one wrong move and itll break. we’ll break. i’ll break. like i said im turning into one hell of an antisocial selfish unfeeling person putting up a facade half the time, if you know what i mean. trust is an issue and will always be a problem. feelings are non-existent. i miss having the iminmycomfortzone feeling. i miss saying what i really feel. i miss being able to do something meaningful. but what’s the point. better be on my own, and save all the troubles. i know, what a pity, a lot of time is wasted just feeling like this. 

but, oh well…

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