let’s firstly, everyone, please sedekahkan Al-Fatehah to another relative, Tok Man, who just passed away a few minutes ago.
secondly, just because i want the whole world to know, wellllllllllllll, i did catch the last episode in the end! because i came home before 5:) AND! i watched it all over again at facebook (loo taught me, thanks loo!)
thirdly, now i’m officially going to kiss loo when i meet her HAHAHA.
fourthly, loo said she’s officially going to run away the next time she see me. HAHAHHAHA!
fifthly, today was really really really the happiest day for me since a long long long time. really! it’s just that feeling of happy/proud/determined/of worth/ first-since-a-long-time-someone-actually-complimented-me feeling. i walked home smiling and smiling and smiling :)
lastly (and also sadly), i realised i had no one to share what i just experienced. this… happy feel. really, on a not thinking too much note, throughout the day, at the back of my mind, i pretty much felt… alone. just… nothing.
with that, within that FIVE minutes of bliss, everything suddenly is all back to square one. what’s the point of life again?
nothing.