is it just me or have i been thinking a lot (A LOT) these days? hmm. this is not good, this is not good! :(((
really a lot of things in my mind. this sudden thoughts just rushed to my head and run around like nobody’s business and sometimes, it’ll last for the whole day! not 24/7, just you know…, it’ll be back at the back of my mind for awhile and the thoughts just come back AGAIN. sighs. happy thoughts happy thoughts! ahhh, i realised i think a lot every time new year is coming. really every single thing, redundant or not, just come back to my mind. some really awesome ones, some too sad , tsk. and some, just… bittersweet. I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! QQ, QQ, i think i should just do it at QQ!~
anyway, just two things that made me smile today.
one, was because i was reading nat’s blog. not because it (the post) was something to smile about. but rather, it was because it brings back memories. bitter memories, but still, you know how comforting it can be when you read something and you realise “ahhh, i guess it’s normal to feel the stuff that i did” or like “ahh, so everyone goes through this at one point or another in their life”. yupppp, that was exactly what i felt. :) relieved in a weird, but not meant to be sadistic way ah. sayannnng. haha.
two, was when i came online today and edel said she missed biase. and i tell you, this is THE news man. you see, i know edel longggg enough to know it’s not something she goes around saying. which is good, because when she does say it, the feeling you get is really… wooooow! you’ll just know she really mean it. and i’m really not exaggerating. edel, you know what i mean right! but wah it really made me smile.
‘cos i miss them too.