2008.
if all these past years i’ve been moving forward too fast, 2008 was the year i really slowed down.
took a step back, looked back at everything i’ve done and see things from a much different angle.
2008, the year i lost a loved one. the year my heart broke. the year my future was in a standstill.
yet,
2008, was also the year i made many new friends. the year i felt most at ease. the year that taught me perserverance.
for the family that is here 24/7,
for the friends who stood by the roughest time in 2008,
for the constant factor in all relationships,
i’m grateful.
for being the first for my firsts,
for being the one i share my life-changing news with,
for being the guide in my life,
for just being my friend and being here,
i’m thankful.
for being the people i’d run to for much needed medicine,
for sharing me news that can make me high for the whole week,
for the fangirling moments which i thought i’d never be caught into,
for the friendships forged,
i’m glad and we’ll hopefully meet one day.
for all the lost times,
for the many times you feel that ive moved on,
i still do care. and you’re dearly missed.
for the many ways that im lacking,
for the many things i never showed my appreciation for,
i’m sorry. i will try my best.
2008, bittersweet. more to the sweet side.
2009, here i come :)
