tough.

i’m not “emo”ing or what, but fact is, this is (since a long long long while) a very tough period of time for me.
this is…. hard.
i’m amazed that i can hold on till this long but it’s frustrating when i dont know how long more i CAN last.
holding my breath everyday.
and one day, i’ll crack.
crack. crack. crack.
cracked.