oh, look who came this morning.
oh,look who zu saw yesterday.
i had so much to say to him and scream into his face. so many things about him that pisses me off. so bloody many things. i plucked up enough courage to go out and then maybe, give him a piece of my mind. backing abang up. you know how you read in books, how they say ” felt something like a lump in my throat. “ right after i went out, i literally felt it right then. somehow all courage i have mustered up just disappeared. i knew if i even say a freaking syllable about what i really feel, i’ll just end up crying like a total loser. fck. i had so much to say, but i didnt want to come out totally weak either. so i just shut up and watch as abang just fight his case. which makes me feel really bad as well, because lately, i do have some negative impression of him and we havent been as close as we were and…. looking at him now, made me feel a bit regretful about all the things i thought of him this couple of months. what i see a moment ago was that big brother figure i’ve dearly dearly missed. and for the other man at the other end of the line,
i used to love this man.
what happened to him?…
