indeed a bad week.
today was the last day of school (for now) but i was feeling lousy because of everything these days. and there’s onkygodknows what kind of pain somewhere near my stomache it freaking hurts, my mum says tmr if still pain need to go see doc ): so there i was, cranky me. after school, last minute decided to join a couple of friends in the hope to relax and recharge my energy and just freaking cheer up, but NOOOOO, i had to get lost in the middle of nowhere. which was seriously just plain stupid of me. and by the time i made my way to ngeeanncity, i’ve already called a gazzilion random people to ask for directions to ion orchard. which i initially thought was orchard central which is totally wth la. arghhhhh. all the way to ion orchard, i was talking to hafiz with my bloody depressing mood i was almost in freaking tears until i entered the place, and the aircon (the freaking aircon!) made me cool down. fez had to go to hospital for check up (get well soon, and do better next time and i doubt youre reading this HAHA) so we hanged up and i just walked around to nowhere inside the place. and when my friends finally answered the phone, i had walk back to my starting point. by the time, i just felt so crappy because the thought of the two things i hated most – shopping + town when i’m already in a bad mood makes me want to cry. but i held on for a little while until i knew i couldnt so i went home. which was stupid after all the troubles i took to get lost and found ionfreakingorchard. took train to dhoby ghaut, took a long journey bus (where all the tearing up abit and then cool down and rationalise and applying all the psycho stuff i learnt to practice AND a man’s fart that literally polluted the whole damn bus happened – lucky i had only 2 stops left only-.—-) and then walked all the way home. so when i was reaching home, i found out everyone was out and i had no keys, which made me feel seriously fed up. like how much worse can my day be???? but luckily, i saw my mum at the other end of the block and that was my first real smile for the day. i felt genuinely happy to see her.
mothers always save the day. i shall cheer up.